I’m a guy who likes movement. My favorite law of physics is “a body in motion tend to stay in motion; a body at rest tends tends to stay at rest.” When I wake up in the morning, I am in a hurry to get dressed and get out the door. Movement! It is at the core of being and yet….
I wasn’t prepared for the move GOD had in mind for me. I’m used to Him moving me like a chess piece through
the game-board of life. He has directed me through various stages of my life, guided me past potholes of problems and counseled me as I courted the challenges of simply living nearly 66 years. GOD has moved me from the northeast shores of New Jersey to the Gulf Coast of Florida to the Windy City through the desert of Las Vegas out to the California coastline and then plopped me in the flat, landlocked state of Kansas. Lessons were learned along the way and I welcomed the adventure but…. this move was different. The thought of it was painful. For the first time in my life….I didn’t want to move!
During a time of morning prayer, I sensed a spiritual illness was being diagnosed. Although the ailment dropped me to my knees, it was not a revelation. I knew I was badly infected and had been my entire life. I took the course of action many choose…inaction! I decided to ignore it in hopes that it would go away by itself. GOD assured me it would not.
In fact it had progressed to the stage where treatment was of no benefit. CSS (Critical Spirit Syndrome) would require the removal of long held harmful beliefs, misshaped attitudes and hurtful words. I knew where the move would take me from….but I wasn’t sure where I was moving to.
As long I can remember I was a fault finder. Sometimes I called myself a perfectionist, a refiner or an improver but the truth was I had a critical spirit. No matter what anyone said, no matter what I saw I would always focus on what needed to be fixed, repaired, tweaked or perfected saying things like “She would be really beautiful IF she lost about thirty pounds” or “He plays the keyboard well BUT He always plays so loud.” If they would just be more…like I wanted them to be….
GOD whispered into my ear, ” Nicholas, you are candle giving light to people in your
own unique way. Now you must learn to appreciate and embrace the warmth and glow
of other candles as they give their light. It’s time for you to move closer to Me.”
No other instructions were given and, in truth, none were needed. I knew that if I
wanted to move closer to GOD I had to see people as He did and that meant leaving IF
and BUT out of my heart and out of my comments. She is beautiful…period! He plays
well….end of story! GOD was moving me from critical to complimentary; focusing on
the warmth and glow of another but without any detractions.
I wish I could tell you the move is complete but with any change of address, there are a lot of boxes to unpack. I
have tackled some of the little ones but I still have boxes of Comparison, Competition and Jealousy to go through. The good part is that I don’t have to find room to store them, I just need to throw them out! They are too big for me to handle all at once….I don’t know how I accumulated so much junk!….but little by little, they are being discarded.
I don’t feel as much stress with this move as I have with some of the others. Perhaps it’s because I’m downsizing; getting rid of stuff that does nothing but weigh you down or perhaps it’s because of the moving company.
Remember, before you make any move, get in GOD’s company!



There is nothing wrong with wanting to improve. It’s WHAT we’re striving to improve that is misguiding our culture and misleading our children. The physical and material must be attended to but not focused on and the spiritual cannot be ignored. Most men would like to be considered warriors, knights or samurais and as such, we are drawn to worship financial tycoons and contact sports that employ strong and powerful men. They are due all that they have earned and I do not begrudge them their just rewards….but there is more.











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